Mr Stability

Here comes a new character, Mr L. Which is totally the opposite of Mr Fuckalicious. Mr L as the title suggest is really good for a long(er) term relationship. He's really husband material. Stability, Commitment, Practical. All the virtues one would want to find for a relationship. Add in that cause Mr L, flies for a living, there's so much more individual space. That comes as an added bonus.

But anything long term requires stability, and that lacks the unpredictable excitement, the adrenaline rush. The honeymoon period of being forlorn prolly only lasted half a month. It's been only 3 months, though it seem a bit longer than that.

At the end of the day, the problem is this: you can bring the boy out of the party, but you can't bring the party out of the boy.

I've given up settling down for many years now. It just doesn't seem that possible/realistic. Maybe it's an evasion of potential problems that i decide to back down from the start. But 1 school of thought is that you shldn't live your life like that. It's not living everyday to the fullest. The other however, is why jump into something you fully know won't work out eventually?