People disappoint, that's a fact

Incident 1:
So I learn today of a suspecion I had a few months ago was indeed true.

A present I bought for someone was actually given off the same day. Just like that without a blink of an eye. Sure, there were some circumstances around it. There always will be.

But what friend would give something that one actually took the effort to go down, throng with the crowd and went round and round just to find the item. Yes, I'm princessey. I don't do crowd jostles. But in this case I did.

Well, unappreciated is all I can say I am and have been. But that's the price to pay for loving. Which really isn't a price worth paying.

I actually knew of it that day but decided it better to keep quiet than to ask. Afterall it's about trusting that one wouldn't have been that ungrateful.

Incident 2:
Once asked what is it that makes a relationship tick. The answer was that the equation equals us and not me or you.

So interestingly a month or 2 down. I got a reply that was self centered. " I scared i get loose. Plus i have not been btm for quite a while. "

It's self centered. Cause it's the concern abt the well being of oneself. And it's also a most ill inform statement. One doesn't get loose that easily.

The irony of it being that the preson mention he wished I would have been more expressive with my emotions, feelings. People are strange. They ask for things they are not willing or ready to hear.