Been stress about being sick and not at work. I'm not a workaholic, I'm a hedonist really, so it does come as a surprise. Truth be, I can't cope if i'm not recovered and recovery doesn't seem anywhere in sight.
- There's a lot to do at work. I've got the stupid call center back up, which for the 2nd time I've defaulted, cause I was sick today. Will they take me out? Nope, prolly just add more slots for me. I do resent them terribly.
- Then there's the meetings with regards to the new medical plan systems. Changes to the work flow, email stationaries to be created. Have to do the workflow charts by thursday. Hopefully i manage to lobby that the AOs sent out the letters via emails instead of us.
- There's still my usual workload. And SAF is going to come like a tsunami really soon. 6000 cases within a short frame.
Can't help but feel much lesser than my friends who seem to be able to cope with their work so much better. Makes me wonder if my stress tolerance is low.
Felt guilty taking MC today, it's the first day of the first week of the year and being missing doesn't go well with me. That's prolly the GE culture that hasn't gone away. The unless terribly sick, don't take mc, make sure your MCs are not too many.
At times, i actually dread taking leave, since i know before i come back, there'll already be a stack to be done.
It's about being committed and being responsible, which i normally try to run away from. (look: relationships = run!) I know all along that the higher your are the more responsibilities but it's facing it upfront that's different from the knowing.
*entry seems somewhat inchorent and without a proper flow. Shows how fried my brain is.
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