"What i wanted to say to you was I really miss you and I've got feelings for you, but I know it's not possible and I'll keep them in check. Melodramatic; maybe that was the beauty of it. Wanting to say those words but not saying them.
It's akin to the first time back then, telling you I want to say I Love You but I know i don't mean it. A year on it's the reverse.
I wanted to ask, then why didn't u chose me. But felt I wasn't ready for the akwardness or the brutal honesty and thus kept quiet. In the end, all I wanted was to simply have you in my arms till the first rays of sunlight. But even then, that I didn't get"
It's akin to the first time back then, telling you I want to say I Love You but I know i don't mean it. A year on it's the reverse.
I wanted to ask, then why didn't u chose me. But felt I wasn't ready for the akwardness or the brutal honesty and thus kept quiet. In the end, all I wanted was to simply have you in my arms till the first rays of sunlight. But even then, that I didn't get"
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